Favorite of my trip. Tongariro Crossing in New Zealand.
Tongariro National Park - Mordor in as you know it. Crossing over the mountains
I find “It Gets Better” messages on Youtube to be misleading.
My life never got better until I got up and did something about it.
Tragedy is the need to medicate yourself. Tragedy is the admission that you don’t fit into this existence so you need to restructure your chemical composition to endure your life. Madness sets in, there’s an admission that you don’t belong, that you don’t actually matter to the rest of the world. What’s painful as you get older, the extended relationships withdraw. People are less inclined to have long distance friends as they get older.
Therefore, where you wind up, is imperative. Doing it again? I don’t know how my life would be different. My path has had a few major decisions but there isn’t a lot else to be done. I’m set on the path I’m on and now I need to steer it the way I want it to go.